I don’t remember
But it must have felt safe and warm
When, for the first time, she had held me close
Cajoling and calming a wailing new-born I
I must have felt her chest close to me
Falling, and rising
In anxiety, and excitement
In love, and an unconditional belonging
As i clung to her ferociously
For love, for dear life
Years have passed since
I’m out in the wild
Caught up in the race
But once in a while,
If I’d stop
I’d think
If I could stop
I would think
How I wish
I were back to being the lil’ one
On my mama’s lap
When every day
Was my mama’s day
Happy Mother’s Day, Mom!